What was the poison? ☠️

• Tone of voice usually downward, plaintive, negative, depressed, or often pointed, spiteful, distressed, rude, upset, angry
• Restriction of my ability to express myself as a result of negative / dismissive responses.
• Hypersensitivity to noise and motion causing me to fear being noticed
• Shaming and distaste for anything you interpreted as “showy” or attention seeking
• Profound intolerance of even slight discomfort
• Neglect
• Ignorance
• Self obsession (from having a broken self, not from narcissism)
• Delusion
• Unregulated emotion
• Poor response to my unregulated emotion
• Emotional unintelligence
• Using your pain, anger, sadness, disappointment etc. to influence me
• My bad behaviour was not met with normal punishments, which perhaps made you feel justified in abusing me with your emotion instead
• Often my behaviour was fine and I’d be punished with your emotional abuse based on your own problems e.g. sensory overload
• Little direction
• “Freedom”
• Disfunction
• Automatic negativity